Then a week later we moved back in together. I want him to be better than me. I'd always envisioned what kind of dad I'd be. I'd been wanting a kid for years. To those struggling parents, I say best of luck. I keep them to myself. I hate when people expect implicitly even to tell them their newborn is cute.
He cries and whinges and it makes my blood boil all I can think about is how much I want to die. Wow newborns are no joke. I feel so sorry for your daughter cuz her own father can't stand her and prob dont even lover her. My son is nearly a month old and already I am so f'ing sick of it. Even the thought of having another baby sent me in a rage. I don't think I'd act if the bugger starts choking.
He has every need tended to. Cries about every two hours at night and needs to be rocked back to sleep, which is why he sleeps in a bouncer. Guess what you have a baby coming that keeps me happy everyday. Im insecure can change you from wanting to kill your loved one to die to save their life. Course not , but when I pick him up , it's like Fckn magic , I wonder what'll happen if I put him in his stroller and roll him down a Fckn hill? I took a piece and ran it through my arm.
I pump after every failed feeding attempt. I'd spend hours trying to convince myself I love him. I am a father of 6 week old twins with colic so I am not talking out my ass. I would tell myself I love him. I am causing this because my body won't produce any milk! We go on to have four more babies, including twins, over the next five years. I'm lucky enough to have few friends with usually better opinions. For most of us, we are all bark and no bite.
I have no feeling at all for my kid I've tried everything to bond but all I have is hatred for him. Condoms or vasectomy is the only way. I had the perfect child birth, all natural, healthy baby, she actually came out beautiful and I'm not just saying that because she was my child. We would have all starved. It looks like the only one offering it use it for the buzz word Would you share what type of therapy you did? Bloke is very under the thumb.
Five days old: I wake up fully engorged with milk. But this one is the biggest, and my epiphany changed my, my sons, and my wife's lives. Best stick at one child. But the fact is, sometimes they cry for no reason and that fact makes it a miracle to me that mankind has lasted thousands of years instead of just bludgeoning their first offspring to death and rendering us extinct. I hope he doesn't act like this when my son gets here. When I got home I would try holding him. Do I think my life would be easier without him? I will include all of you in my prayers.
I just hope he doesn't walk away from Blaze as easily as he walked away from me. I'm not a regular smoker. The baby does take precedence as far as the mother is concerned- millions of years of conditioning ensure this- You Tube has some real bawlers- ''My colic baby'' yields some really top class screamers. My girlfriend and I have been living with her parents since March of 2011. I hate changing her holding her feeding her. But as a first time parent, you don't know what to expect and it's sad that you don't realize that you're not cut out to be a parent until after you actually have a child. I sit holding that little ball of flesh--all 6 pounds of him--and I can't believe how lucky I am.
I'm so glad that things are starting to turn around for you guys. If you have children, you will understand each chapter of this book. I am preparing for my second. Then at midnight, we switch for 5 hours. Just put him in the crib and close the frickin door.